Thus, I have to remind myself (constantly) to breathe in, breathe out...and let it be. Let go.
This summer, in the midst of a year of much upheaval and travel, I found myself feeling constantly disjointed and distracted. I realized that, ever since we bought the house in Maine, I'd been dreaming and agonizing over the possibility of moving there. I felt too torn. At the same time, I began to realize that as much as I love Rockland, it was a bit too far from people we love, and not the right kind of school system, for my family to move there permanently.
So we decided to put the house on the market and let fate decide. It was under agreement within a month, and it sold yesterday. Fate spoke loudly.
I'm still kind of in shock that it's gone, but...deep down, I know it's the right thing for us to do. We might still move to Maine someday, but probably closer to Portland. Meantime, we are in one place, which we all--I most of all--need right now, I think.
So, goodbye my beloved little house, and see you later Rockland.
- living fully in this house, in this place.
- working on living my values and dreams where I am
- seeking the next step/s with patience and heart.